whiteness surrounds me like snow. physical discomfort. headaches. migraines. it is always the same. it’s strange the way day by day nothing changes but soon enough everything is different. adele perfectly fits the mood of this gloomy, sad day.

lately the days have been too sad. uninteresting, uneventful. sometimes I feel as if I have forgotten what the rest of the world is like. but then messages and news coming from japan remind me.

I stay up late; three, four in the morning. the nights are colder still; I like to cuddle up in my red blanket, a bowl of minestrone soup and watch twenty episodes of csi new york in one day. because why not.

I’m sinking, but at least time while I am at it, I am creative. it’s an excuse, in case you were wondering.

March 18, 2011