you scare me a little. but i think itâ€™s a good thing. you make me hesitate between phrases and words that could put me in deep shit with you, that could possibly ruin what we have going. iâ€™m not going to lie, i like what we have. but i want more, i want some sort of obligation, some phone call before bed at night. i want to be able to wake up next to you and not have to leave.
iâ€™m sorry i keep you up all night each time. i just feel like timeâ€™s ticking and moments like those wonâ€™t come by too often. and iâ€™m scared about winter break, iâ€™m scared weâ€™ll forget about each other and there wonâ€™t be anything to come back to in january. i guess time will tell.
this is too much because i didn’t write this. nor did he.