202: letters to crushes

November 30, 2008 | (Unfinished) Thoughts


s,

you scare me a little. but i think it’s a good thing. you make me hesitate between phrases and words that could put me in deep shit with you, that could possibly ruin what we have going. i’m not going to lie, i like what we have. but i want more, i want some sort of obligation, some phone call before bed at night. i want to be able to wake up next to you and not have to leave.

i’m sorry i keep you up all night each time. i just feel like time’s ticking and moments like those won’t come by too often. and i’m scared about winter break, i’m scared we’ll forget about each other and there won’t be anything to come back to in january. i guess time will tell.

— m

this is too much because i didn’t write this. nor did he.