the alarm goes off for the first time. I don’t really bother getting up. it’s too cold. too dark. I have the strongest wish to cancel the day.
last chance to get up on time.
gulping down hot coffee. or a bowl of green pea soup like today. I had so much coffee last night, I didn’t need any in the morning. new strategy.
one minute before lunch.
one minute before end of school.
still hanging around, getting some work done so I don’t have to carry home those 600 pages thick books. starbucks. the barista looks at me like I am crazy, but there’s a smile on his face. triple tall latte.
on the way home from somewhere.
starting homework, reading feeds, doing ten things at the same time.
thinking it’s time to give up and go to bed.
falling asleep but still being aware of everything. images from the day still before my eyes.
February 9, 2010