monday. sitting in the office with a cup of fresh cappuccino, half a dozen pages of notes and scribbles on some of my upcoming pieces of writing. I am attempting to qualify as a part time writer. or maybe full time. I am a full of ideas but sometimes it feels as if though no one in particular is interested. which is fine, because I am just an intern after all. this weekend I watched harry potter and the deathly hallows part two twice. and currently I am completely obsessed about lily’s theme. so beautiful, so calm and disturbing at the same time. I keep thinking about the film. how much it all meant to me over the years. and now it’s over. it leaves a strange feeling inside me. fourteen years of magic. in a way it marks the end of my childhood. but so many people have said exactly the same thing it has kind of lost its meaning.

July 18, 2011