in the process of writing a resume and a couple of cover letters. too much research. I am actually reading the couple of hundred pages UN reports. and it seems like such a joke. because it is incredibly easy putting all those words on paper and then sending out an envelope of promise. I wonder whether the person who writes those reports, believes them. I really wonder. things are good. relatively. I sense a dilemma coming up but it comes I am certain the answer will come by itself. I just need to learn how to be patient.