today is quiet. the weather has got a bit better in the last two days, it’s sunny. not too cold. there’s always that mist, it never goes away. the other night as I was walking home on a relatively busy street I was thinking I forgot what it feels like to breathe fresh air. although I like being outside during this time of the year. it feels differently. new opportunities, changes are coming. I can feel it. but I am at home most of the time because I need to finish all of my work before the school starts again. I am split between looking forward to it and completely dreading the first few days, which are going to be like a huge slap across my face. in about ten months it will be all over. again, I can’t believe how fast time flies by.
being without a phone is like being without the right hand. but they say, change is the only constant thing in the world. and so I am completely turning around and picking up the pieces. trying to put them back together.
January 18, 2010