my cherie amour where have you gone

you know you’re in trouble when you’re trying to copy yourself. I keep forgetting my words. I am a little bit out of my mind but it’s fine. hong kong is incredibly cold. below ten degrees. we are not used to this. it’s almost end of february. I know you could never get used to my system of rounding up. I couldn’t sleep last night so I watched paper heart. cuteness all over. I recognize myself in charlyne. it’s strange. when I finally went to bed I couldn’t sleep either I thought of primoÅ¡ten and the little beaches and bars. the pancake boy. I missed croatia so much I couldn’t breathe. I got a message from the singer today. it made me miss the old times. it made me miss everything. I guess the old nostalgia is back even though I said it’s gone. roadside bar and everything. sadness times four. when this happens I know I am on the verge of going crazy. I need time to write. I need some time for myself. it’s getting a little too much for me.

February 16, 2010